That idea of abstract realism....what would have been.

They would have been the greatest Nation/Continent. One just needs to read about the visions their co-founders or founding fathers had and you'll see there was adept potential,there was a much bigger dream that obviously never came to pass,still hasn't today. 
They have always been happy with the little that worked out for them since the bloom of their genesis. 
With what they knew,yes they would be labelled as backward today when compared to the rest of the global progress. But their own rate of progress,call it development would have been the most suitable for them. Only them.Western influence....so called civilization destroyed all that.
Will someone agree with me that they were never born to be over curious and therefore lacked that sense of adventure or exploration?? They ought to have been let alone.
Unfortunately,that is not the case today.

My thoughts: 
The thought that if not for white influence... the black man would still be crude and would care less about civilization since he would be quite content with what he has/knows. He would be competing with noone for space,love or experience.
The thought that If he was who he was many many years ago with nothing from the west,it would be eat,sleep,procreate and live his day to day life.
The thought that,it wouldn't be a hell of a problem if he ate from the trees,walked naked and lived by the rules of survival of the fittest,would it??
The thought that If it wasn't for civilization he definitely wouldn't have known a lot of things. 
The belief that leaders who led their Nations into independence had better vision than what the western world had in mind still holds water today..

The white man intrigued him with the way they lived... but if he had picked their brains instead of stupidly following their lifestyle then maybe he wouldn't be as unfortunate as he is today.
Civilization remodeled what would have been considered simple problems for a typical black man to solve back then by and for himself to something he should be passive about. Complications resulted.
The result, is what he is suffering today.
We need to grow up and get rid of that "the white man is a savior mentality"
Just my 25 and a half cents.

☆Jubril Blaize☆

     July 2014

?????

 What is it that i desperately seek for? Relevance amongst my peers,Success,Marriage,Spiritual Accountability,Friendship,Love,or an Excellent Relationship with my Maker???

☆Jubril Blaize☆

     July 2014

Thoughts with Depth...

.In reality.... there is no reality.

.A perfect world where we live,procreate and die. Somewhere in between are womanizing and drinking.

.When nobody wants you...the least you can do for yourself is to love thyself.

.Seems the 'M' names ruled at some time...Marcos Garvey, Malcolm X, Martin Luther king... maybe I should become a Maxwell.

.To the man with a saw... everything looks like wood right?

.If you believe in God,you must believe in evil.

 .Life: An illusion of the stress and madness we face today..

.Believe in your lies..you will confuse the truth!

.When life gives you periods... you abbreviate!

.Nothing has driven me further away from religion than the religious.

.I just don't see the rationale behind a random human cooking up a story and 1,000,000 grown people typing amen to it.

.The masters or the masses? I choose the masses,they are us.

.The message of Christianity will always hold true and pure to me. The problem is the application and the ones who lord over it.

.We all want to be disciples or followers of Jesus.... but who do we emulate? Peter,Judas and the doubting Thomas!

.If only we were who we claim we are...

.See what you like... like what you see?

.Many of us Africans in diaspora super-contradict our thoughts and values. Imagine yourself deep set in Africa,would you do what you did yesterday?

.You still have to choose to believe what is true even in moments of the deepest truth.

.I pray i'm a able to give my child/children the life i never had.. something they will write about when im no longer here.

.Limelight cant do too much to some peoples dark life.

.Summary of Nigerians case: Made it to heaven but forgot the keys.

.Sometimes all one needs is a rude re-awakening.

.Skin color is bone-marrow deep.

.Overwhelmed by my own thoughts.... Aint that life?

.I text God, he didn't text back... He called.

.The most cocky/arrogant people are the ones who never knew what it was like to give their non-sliver spoons to the ones who had no idea of metal.

.Out of darkness comes light, twilight and tonight...

☆Jubril Blaize☆

     May 2013

Jubrelativity: A phase of before and after

Just a simple logic to life that i woke up with in my head.....
We do realize without a poor populace,we cannot define a rich one?
Some words/ideas cannot be termed the truth if lies did not exist?
There will never be a yes,if no failed to co-exist?
Maybe "we" are only men because of the existence of the women folk?
There is no up if there is no down....
Old if young didn't co-exist...
We wouldn't know peace if danger wasn't apparent?
Same applies for love and hate relationships?
Fast/slow
Good?Bad?
Right and left...
Positive/Negative
Lost/Found
Beautiful because of ugly...


Okay...why all these pretty obvious words and their antonyms?
I have just blamed myself for failure several times...
I've told myself or wished to myself "can do better"
I do realize failure exists because there is success somewhere....
But who determines my success?
Aren't failure and success relative in different worlds?
Have i not only failed because i have compared myself to a world standard?
Who sets the standard in a world where lawyers have to hope one gets in trouble,doctors have to hope one falls ill,the car mechanic wishes your car breaks down and undertakers will pray for your death....a world where only the thief wishes you well..?
I'll rather be hungry for success in a different world,fall 10 times but stand up eleven in that world..........
~Salam

"To express oneself is to desire to be understood.

Intentions are originally never meant to hurt.

Prayer,the hope to change and become strong.

Silence,the voice of a disturbed feeling.

Speech;the cry of freedom.

Insomnia,the constant movement of thought.........

Oneday we shall overcome these thoughts that cause us pain"





May God guide your thoughts Indira  (17AD - Nov 2 1977)

☆Jubril Blaize☆

     July 2010